A couple of years ago I was on a hike with a friend of mine and his son. We were talking about different things on the hike. We were talking about the different things that were going on in each other's lives. We were enjoying the scenery that was all around us. My friend's son asked a gospel-related question. I don’t recall what the question was. But I remembered that I started to answer the question. As soon as I started, this young man was ready with his next question. His dad, my friend said to his son you’re too worried about what you’re going to ask next than to listen to the answer to the question.
I was reminded of this experience this morning, as I was reading Come Follow Me.
I realized I was the one interrupting the Lord. I was trying to listen after I had asked a question. I was more intent on what was coming next than to hear and truly really understand or to participate in a conversation.
I realized that I wasn’t really paying attention. I realized that I wasn’t allowing my Heavenly Father to talk to me. I was blocking out the Holy Ghost because I was thinking of what I was going to say next.
I then listened to the song “Abide With Me!”
The heartache that comes as we shut the savior out is real. It is palpable as we try to go it alone. Sometimes we may realize it. Other times we might be like the disciples caught up in ourselves that we can’t recognize the Savior walking with us, and talking with us.
For me, when I take the time to be in a quiet place, that’s when I hear the Savior's voice. When I take the time to listen, that’s when I receive revelation. When I take time, that’s when I can experience being in the presence of the spirit.
When I am only willing to phone it in. When I’m only willing to give the essentials rather than my whole heart. That is when I’ve lost sight and I’m not paying attention.
Especially at this time, when there are distractions all around us. We have to pay attention! Paying attention and focusing on one thing at a time, rather than what’s coming next will give us what we need. Paying attention gives us the ability to stand and fight when life seems to be a constant battle.
I pray that I can be a little bit more aware. More wise.
When we are wise, we are able to discern the thoughts and hearts of those we serve (Alma18:22 , Alma 48:11–17)
Wise is being faithful and keeping the Commandments. Wise is a covenant, keeping commandments following faithful woman and man of God.
